the fall of this nation might not be very grand

i should have never watched that pbs special on the lives of the candidates. now, when seeing the donald in his increasing chubbiness, his profile makes me see the chubby boy that was sent away to a boarding school. the angry boy, the bully that kept playboy magazines under his bed, and quickly learned — in an all-boys school — that the only way to not be tormented was to hurt the other guy first.

and i think how easy it is, to mock on how blatantly stupid someone has to be, to say “i’m like really smart.” how easy, and how directed … part of whatever twisted plans motivate someone like the donald. i mean, how completely insane are the cabinet appointments? it’s like a group of hippie party-majors sat around one night taking acid, and dreaming up the craziest and most ironic picks they could think of–and then laughing hysterically at each one.

what does that mean? the only thing it CAN mean–those who are being put forth as the heads of departments, are not really the ones that will be managing that department. IF the donald is crafty like a fox and not so far into geriatric limbo that he is making no decisions at all. because it’s just as likely that his children, one or all of them–are calling the actual shots. and that, of course, would explain the “no press conferences.” would have to do a Cyrano de Bergerac where the donald coughed and cleared his throat a lot, before finding the right words whispered to him by his progeny.

to be honest, like most that are also watching in horror, i’m beginning to go a little numb. for one thing, i was questioning reality enough BEFORE this election. now am beginning to think that it all has to be some kind of joke. the people coming and going from trump tower, have these shit-eating grins that i can’t explain. it’s as if they have been indoctrinated into a cult that has promised them eternal life as rulers of their own planet, with constant pleasures and happiness. and that role is for the mormons, and even THEY have a manner more toned down than the people dancing around in the donald’s wake.

so that confuses me, there is no seriousness or amounts of concern, in what i would assume to be how to actually run a country. it’s as if they all won the lottery, and are still partying over their good fortune. which granted, the republican way of running government does spell out a windfall for most GOP constituents. kickbacks, greased palms, backdoor handshakes, and so on … it’s the hidden agenda you never get to see. it’s the actual goals, that will remain hidden while giant poster-board storefronts are put up to resemble whatever it is you are looking for in a “leader.”

now, that is being stereotypical of me, and i know — i comprehend fully how one can take the worst things ever about politicians, and then assign those characteristics to whatever opposing party. when you have one side yelling, “you’re the liar!” and the other side also yelling, “you’re the liar!” — it might be time to take a closer look at reality.

i guess what i’m afraid of at this point, is that neither the republicans nor the democrats are in charge of the incoming administration. and the likelihood that russia is the one in charge of the incoming administration, is pretty strong. and to put a russian buddy buddy in charge of the state department? now that’s not something you do, if are worried at all about being linked as having ties with russian espionage that won you the election.

but what do bullies do? they chop off their own arm, if that means they can rub blood in your face. they will do the unthinkable, the thing that should make them WEAKER — for only the sake of proving that they are powerful and you can’t beat them. the one thing they crave, is another side giving up. they don’t want leadership, they want verification of dominance. i don’t even want to think, how many time the donald has pinned down his model-wife until she told him he is the huge, the best, the greatest. in fact, the donald probably listens to so much broken english at home, and since not strong minded — is probably good reason why the vocabulary is so stunted.

that, and his age-range of vocabulary, rests somewhere in the years he had to leave his mother and join the mob at an all-boys boarding school. so that’s where he stayed, that is where his instruction ceased. well, it’s either that, or the english teachers at every school he ever attended, were idiots. though in their defense, the donald, i am sure, invested as much money in cliff notes as he did in playboy magazines.

but that’s neither here nor there. what i’m trying to discern, is ……… what gives? seriously, what kind of out-of-this world game and insanity is being played with these appointments? perry for the one department he couldn’t remember, and was teased about mercilessly? so the donald rubs his nose in it, and yet the smiles on perry’s face are that of the sublime worshiper looking forward to his own planet.

(have to remember i’m from utah, mormons are kind of a thing here.) and the one thing i’m looking at, with the “german playbook” ….. the way most will get what they want. see, they don’t care if a reaction is GOOD or BAD. all they care about is consistency. because then manipulation is wide open. chances for power plays are plenty.

if you find yourself in an awkward position — such as “wtf is with these cabinet appointments?” then chances are, you were PLACED there. it’s not an accident. so the reasoning is to be saying that the appointments don’t matter. that part is obvious. the donald apparently thinks he can put micky mouse in charge of defense and it would make the same difference. and why is that?

maybe he doesn’t expect the government to be around long at all, anyway. maybe it’s the first stage of a coup to take over the united states by a foreign power. and the reason nobody needs to be serious about appointments, is that it will all be run by another nation anyway.

that’s what i’m wondering at this point. would the donald sell us out? he’d sell his mother out, for the chance to drool over a few more playboys. or hustlers. or high society ……. how deep does depravity go? i see the chubby profile of the donald, so much like his fifth-grader self, now. and i wonder what, in God’s name are we going to do, to keep america the beautiful in the hands of the united states.

the appointments so far put forth by the president elect donald trump, signify a bold deliverance of absurdity in making fun of the USA process before orchestrating the USA fall.

the trumps themselves, are one generation out of germany, and even changed their surname on entering the usa. how far back do loyalties and schemes go? could we be looking at parts of a pattern that was put in motion shortly after world war ii? why did the donald’s older brother kill himself? could it be he was not up to the family purpose that went much deeper than just running a business?

and hey … i’m not trying to spread “fake” news. it’s just that, if …. if the USA is looking at a coup from another nation …. i don’t want all of the usa to be taken by surprise. it might all be harmless, and the donald plans only to enrich himself and his spoiled tribe further. but they are far too happy, and far too confident, there is something going on.

and it’s just plain WEIRD for an american to repeat over and over how much he loves america. it’s more likely that he’s trying to convince himself, as he sells her down the river.


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