somewhere behind the frozen burritos

Lord i’m so weary
i don’t know where all the dreams went
silence of mind
silence of heart
found myself saying thank you
thank you for this life
thank you for letting me be a part of the
world a part of things a part of what goes
on
infinity just a concept and forever never
was
but thank you for this time this place this
existence
thank you for letting me understand
touch continuity
i don’t need anymore
thank you
i wonder where my dreams went
i wonder where the blossoming of
satisfaction turned into bravery
i wonder what you’ll say when i’m gone
but don’t say you should have called
more
that you thought you had more time
i’ll come back and slap you from the
grave
ungrateful whelp
you have no idea what kind of strength it
takes

i am the person that chose life
even though loss surrounded me the
most
you have no idea what it would take to
actually hurt me
no understanding of a mind that has seen
every game
every play a hundred times a thousand
times over
no concept of bluffing backwards
boasting inside out
taking what you can and bowing to the
last man
do you know what Crazy is?
crazy is biting your tongue and looking
quietly forward
and never looking back

Lord i’m so weary
i don’t know where all the dreams went

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