before the drop

have been thinking about social interaction. on the big bang episode, where Sheldon is trying to make “new friends” — Lenard says, “take an interest in THEIR lives.” of course Sheldon answers, “that’s insane on the face of it.” but when you think about it, the process of making — and more importantly keeping friends…

clamp

driven by the bells of anxiety thundering purpose tension grows and wraps on itself so i remind my inner coward that the worst i can do is nothing that any effort even if only known to me is a step a different kind of completion pain dogs these later years i look at the sky…

eye

golden oval metabolized view formed within knowing gleam of sight creates worlds of understanding caught on edges delivered ….deep

living past

i remember hating the feel of the slime cutting the top wrong so it would fall through the smell of newspaper soaked with pumpkin juice accidentally cutting the teeth and having to fit them back in with toothpicks hating the face because it never came out how you want it to never enough room markers…

points

oh i never knew what to prove sounding the alarm for the time is right take a bite into the dusty stars i never was one to complain but voice overt concerns yet now i find the bitter truth is sweet if you can learn … that every day just spins around and every light…