way it goes

sorry no Croxxed today, i must have picked up a flu bug while out yesterday. thought it was just my back being out, making misery– but going outside in 51 degree weather to sit on the patio, and didn’t feel cold at all. at least a bit of a nap helped with the headache. and…

clench

has started to rain. aches hold court, priorities devoured. is it the child in me? recalls commands for silence, rewards for still; hoping no movement equates to delivery freedom from sharp existence i like when the world is a little blurry; when rain is only a sound, clenched: the background whisper to better thoughts on…