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across the hall

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be a lover

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Mourning breaks

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diatribe – please ignore or understand

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i brought alone

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who runs the assylum

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hell breaks loose

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who gives a neutron

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to feed a painful day

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confiding with a better warmth

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con-quest

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strung the halo

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by the way …

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Hotel of the Moon

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held to a promise

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Croxxed: 04/20/2013

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this guy is good … i’d marry him but he’s not my gender

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the knead for sleep

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me

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don’t call me sue

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thursday post

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numb toes

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double helix spun

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double helix spun

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on the nature of natures: war and food

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how high

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the draw of inflated stance

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blocked to the head

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city bytes

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no time like the present

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another day and im free

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anti-matter

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Salt Lake Behavioral Center

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Rockies gonna blow

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do you luv me —- do you ever luv me not?

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In Monterey.

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in Limbo

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Pennies and copper values for electronics.

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Poem Published In Wordsmith, Creative Writing Mag

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  • ponder June 17, 2013
    my life story sucks, but i’m not a story wills and ways there are definitely two camps: those who have a sense of humor and those who do not some take themselves too seriously run the rat race live the dream view everything through the eyes of others appearance how you are considered winners and …
  • for the right of way June 16, 2013
    remember quite a lot from those times — would carry us on his shoulders while playing the accordion. used to have this game where would hold hands, let us kids “walk” up the body and flip around. dad liked to laugh. even let me fly a plane one time. took us horseback-riding. inner-tubing in the …
  • engraved houses June 15, 2013
    i haven’t been able to shake this depression since the last hospitalization there’s something about knowing how awful people are — how sadistic and terrible things they do to the weak the infirm those with no one to speak for them … the reality and my problem is i don’t have a word strong enough …
  • branch June 14, 2013
    worn for reasons not sincere to live and die was all he feared; a tune no other soul could make while much more than his heart would break i have no stomach for such wounds no way to dance while sparks consume i have no head to draw him near to make a muddy future …
  • clearing June 13, 2013
    i think people are confused trying to figure out who and what they-are waking up in the middle of the night asking themselves why humans need sleep holding onto sanity by formulating opposite considerations cultures closer to the equator have a reflection of probabilities you go north (or south) and man thinks he’s a god …
  • asunder June 12, 2013
    where are you? ……………over here awake yet? ……………no, not really ever thought about exercise? ……………..been there, done that maybe singing? sweat is a strange animal room for growth? never so prized to know where sincerity galvanizes heart; once postulated on the extent mystery consults eternity astral existentialism a hug so fierce the body feels every … […]
  • ties June 11, 2013
    morning stretch pop foot fix pancakes think about tea turn on air conditioner pretend the noise is an ocean … lots of syrup butter smile at nothing and decide to like the day Filed under: poetry Tagged: eebrinker, life, poem, poems, poetry
  • and away June 10, 2013
    starting new doesn’t take a lot. amateur thoughts arise — form opinion, tell the mirror and not-mirror: this is the beginning; establishing a pattern, a way way of life. then old crusty memories smile at the notion of repeating yourself; happens a few times (starting over) silent waiting good book knows tomorrow bounces good and …
  • hallway June 9, 2013
    does it ever dawn on you that she doesn’t want to be disturbed? that she hates you because you live on US social programs and she has had to work for every penny? that she has a hurt no amount of conscription will abate? she only craves peace. does it ever dawn on you that …
  • island plunge June 9, 2013
    am trying to figure out how others see me. what it really is — is the difference between how they see me and how i see myself. does size matter? i think about how life would have been completely different if i were 5 feet tall instead of closer to 6 feet. how i would …
  • brought June 8, 2013
    so the check is there went through sitting in the bank account saturday morning somebody wrote over the date wasn’t me day is hot choking summer speaks from the rays over the side of old buildings leaves rustle leftover little dead things and i remember the winter, too Filed under: poetry Tagged: eebrinker, life, poem, …
  • exit ballerina left June 8, 2013
    they call it hunger hunger-for something is out of reach or just not here an emptiness, a hole – a bid for distraction curvaceous balloons of need; that part of forever that says something is missing. mostly wounds settle for fudge-dipped oreos and shopping on amazon hunger need up and over heaven finds a place …
  • gray horizons June 6, 2013
    poor guy is getting old words of fear masquerading as hope the various things put forth to quell an uneasy spirit or maybe only calm a convinced mind; rules of a game never agreed to play … you don’t have to be something in the way of your own tomorrow Filed under: poetry Tagged: eebrinker, …
  • brighter sides June 4, 2013
    complete worry panic so i think about death drams of nothingness glasses half empty mind never full inverted consequence basket of chickens never hatched prayers never mastered … imagination not seen (beside itself) always heard Filed under: poetry Tagged: eebrinker, poem, poems, poetry, spirit
  • open to change June 2, 2013
    pulled toward beginnings when the ends are calling you home … the pages are dusty where the dust needs to write a tome born to the hopeless it was never as smooth as it seemed; to run for the ages when age gave its all to a dream settled on saints never for gifts to …
  • where it hits June 1, 2013
    sunshine in goosenecked reflection within time of frozen degreed minutes did you know i held every moment of correct insinuations? matched and patterned noted aberrations brought upon realities from the bowels of stupid? seen within pits of woe looking on each affront, the mind wearies asking “who’s in charge?” power taunting abstract justice foundations to […]
  • abeyance served May 30, 2013
    each time i come back to a different world though i know the glass has changed; new dimensions halted strung to mark the strings as twisted laces break swirled inside with memory–no longer applies and look up the smile is not the same not the same at all it has a deeper bitter and true …
  • past respect (for memorial day) May 28, 2013
    remember the fallen soldier fighting battles strength in numbers; built structure — heritage of war; reminder to the imperfection of peace. how do we survive our own efficiency? caretaker of the world moving forward march the future has never looked so far away how do we consolidate such an angry distance? stacked controversies of dainty …
  • Stairs May 25, 2013
    caged animal dramas are only frightened of pain when alone is happy deep thundered bridges of sorrow makes feeble minds believe caged animal dead inside slow less dangerous watching is what makes the cage distrust seals the bars inked as rungs even the wind hears crowds calling for time with no right to its name …
  • holding others prime May 24, 2013
    not the perfect person never the one to bow a head and watch the feet stumble never one to boast on sunshine twirl and dance between the lies never a heart to forget the sorrow in others … if i could take it all from you i would each one every slight to your anguish …

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