to me
you’re like
underhanded
snide – sly
attack
99% of you won’t repost this
do you realize
that HURTS
even though i don’t DO
chain?
not my thing
exponential is NOT a playground
to me
know how much PROGRAMMING
it has taken
to PROTECT you dim wits from yourselves?
underhanded
it hurts
i DARE you
you aren’t GOOD enough to REPOST this
like childhood playgrounds
being pushed down to sand
tears for a mom that isn’t there
was never there ….
fracky-rackers ………..
i was thinking something very profound
crawled into the bath right out of bed
this morning
slept all night
with mouth open
woke up dry as a rattler on parched creekbed
slunk into bath
HYDRATTTTTTTTTTTION …………..
thought about how i don’t have the money for
sinus
pills …. then thought about how they aren’t
good
for you anyway
time and tide my friend
worlds upon worlds ….
there was something really profound
thought-of
in that bath …. something i tried to GRASP
tell my brain THIS
this you need to remember
but i couldn’t
like the fat man that can’t DO
the 15th pushup
my head simply forfeited the effort
with a whimper a sigh a fade into nothing
beyond the lip of nothing worthy
you tell yourself it’s no matter
and then do the math ….
go pour another cup of coffee
or in this case
on THIS day ….. a FIRST
find some clothes
Levis
T-shirt
decide on what it takes
why
i think about what going to do
too much
mornings — consequence
yet when i’m just DOING
am done
and then nothing left to work
at
bored and yelling ………….
MOM!!!! MOM!!!!
to the mother who isn’t there
who was never there
on the playground where sand has turned to rain
and tears have solidified into the grist of a timeless indifference
yea it’s depressing
get over yourself
needing a lift up
a lift OUT
always thinking …….. centered and centering
it’s not even about just listening
it’s about the nature of pity
and you know
pity never comes with a smile
so you over-do
push stupid BEYOND pity
because looking for pity in the first place
will always find SOMETHING
why i make go past points of commiseration ……
because the reason time will take this stand is to dissect continuance
but fortune is not the comic
was never the comic ….
and methodic exigency never fell …………… not once
to despair
