we did good back in the day, didn’t we?
i didn’t read last night
because
was fixing a system
tablet
rooted it and
other
accounts
said ok if do the update
(frm PD)
but no
either they lied or PD made an
EXCEPTION
for me … delusion swings me to prefer the latter
isn’t delusion more than fooling yourself into a different reality?
isn’t it CHOOSING a different reality because
you aren’t important-enough
in the
real reality
yea
well i’m sort of going the opposite of too important
though doctorin anything
is a sign of discomfort
so i got the OS rewritten
re-did the Root updater
and started reloading apps
you need the Root
because everywhere you go
in Android
it says “Sorry! you CAN’T do that!
you can’t erase that file
you can’t change that setting
no way you can make THAT big
difference
all alike …. streamline conformity
into quantifiable data
so that’s why you Root
so you can change IT
customize … make something
(more) less likely to FALL
when the hackers hit
when the parts go
as they are designed to-do
circumvent disaster
and debility
SO i was fixing the instrument
didn’t get to the papers
as i was loading the last app
the tablet fell from my hands
sleep a matter of demand
the body listens
if you don’t
conformity of purpose
mostly i think we question ourselves too much
or not ENOUGH
…………. one of the two
one week when huffington is doing something
IT is the parent company of AOL
next week when AOL is doing something
IT is the parent company of huffington
isn’t THAT a confusing relationship
facebook is making some interesting decisions
before it goes to the auction (chopping) block
looks like the market did a bounce-back
climbing again with the new winners
on top of the old
losers
pretty easy to pick a stock, now
anything that isn’t jerking all over the place
is a good bet
slow and steady wins it every time, boys ….
tortoise and the hare
i should go up to the house
and deliver cookies
a smile … encouragement … something
sort of assess legs
back
and the day
spent 3 minutes looking up assess
because i’m THAT stupid
looked too much like “asses”
thought there had to be a “c” in there somehow
but day has sunchine on brick
not much else but
gray skies
hope i can marshal some steam
doubt it
thinking about 20 ways to crack my back
husband used to stand
behind
grab under pits
shake
giant fix-it
not-recommended
for some reason i was thinking about my uncle
donating blood every month
died of cancer
kind of young
his mom lasted longer than he did
disparity
vision
i get comfort in thinking of all man
as monkeys
big, slightly-less-hair and
not much brighter
monkeys
it makes more stuff make sense
than deciding we’re gods
or the children of God
even though bigger asses
and less pride
than even a monkey could claim
on its worst days (best days?)
it sort of fits better
with my disappointment
what do you expect from an ANIMAL?
but then ‘what’ are you looking at-it WITH?
and that’s the giant fool
that fools himself first
(“all are queer but thee and me
and even thee is a little queer at times.” yea)
deciding the looking glass is correct in
determining detrimental flaw
in other looking-glass
WHEN
if they are flawed then your looking
is probably flawed and seeing their flaw may or
may not be REAL but might be just exaggeration
but most assuredly NOT right
and either better or
WORSE 000000 ————– i knew there was a reason
i didn’t take that tangent first write through ……
not USEFUL stuff
but i got all the non-efficient patter
the
figure it out for yourself!
you know when i awoke?
was at that ranch
that farm
his name was Ed or Don or something
(no, it was Gus — now i remember)
rugs were braided
had my dog
there
man goes why you letting it lick your face?
“oh, my puppy loves me!”
“he’s just trying to get the food left around
your mouth”
that’s when i knew
or rather
discovered … that maybe
just maybe those
who
raised me were not exactly on the up and up
no one had said … i felt foolish
a little BEYOND foolish
went outside and talked to some cows
life changed after that
