i’m sorry

but i can’t have you around

with accusations

saying i yelled

i was in the hallway late at night

walking outside to quiet darkness

i couldn’t yell

there was no room

whisper harshly

control

yeS!

always control

to be accused

ACCUSED!

of yelling

you don’t get it and not many would

I HAVE BEEN LOCKED UP FOR LESS!

no shit

the minute someone

some bloody whiny half-retarded idiot

decided that i

me

me

me

YELLED!

how could i?

i would have woken up half the building

but it’s always my word against theirs

and the crazy person always loses

behind wire bars

so i can’t afford to have you around

screaming that the sky is falling

it hurts

ithurts

it hurts!

but being shut away

on the basis of turkey lies

and mitigated spite

hurts more